I have only, only seen Bruce Springsteen live three times,
and all of them since I have lived here in Vancouver. I discovered Springsteen
when I was fifteen, through a friend who had a copy of Darkness on the Edge of Town – my own first album was The River, although by 1980 I had bought
all there were, and even found a bootleg –
but I lived on the Canadian east coast and didn’t really have the means or
the access to find my way to a concert back then. Springsteen was in the
distance. Like so many, though, I know I felt as if his raw, fiercely lyrical
and driven songs both belonged and spoke directly to me. One of my finest
possessions was and still is a small, cheap mirror I won playing whack-a-mole
at the Nova Scotia provincial exhibition in the summer of 1980; it has a
brownish screen print of Springsteen’s headshot from the cover art of Darkness on its reflecting surface. You
can check your look in the mirror, and have Bruce himself look back at you. As you. It changes your clothes, your
hair, your face, and lets you remake yourself temporarily in his image.
("I check my look in the mirror.")
The concert last night at Rogers Arena in Vancouver was pretty
tremendous for me. Springsteen at one point admitted into the mike that he was
getting to be “an old man,” but his energy, his commitment to the music, or
better to the event of that music
never flagged or wavered. His songs, as tenacious anthems calling for renewal,
express a vital need to keep going, and draw their energy in performance from a
committed, fully engaged crowd that wants to share in what he famously and
romantically, no doubt about it, calls a last-chance power drive. His audience
desires him, and desires what he desires – buoyed up on waves of all that
faith, that hope, those dreams. His lyrics seem to have become over the years increasingly
pious or religious, often in Wrecking
Ball, for instance, as he acknowledges his musical and cultural
indebtedness to African-American traditions and idioms, but his music was
always overflowing with religiosity, a form of belief that sometimes seemed
even to turn back on itself: “I believe in the faith . . . .” Of course, he’s
singing not about any one American religious tradition, but about music itself
as participant belief, about forging communities in and through song, as we sing
and clap and shout and woah-woah along with him. You need to be there to
experience it.
(I snapped this shot of the stage just as the lights surged;
I think they were playing "Streets of Fire.")
This immediacy is undoubtedly better experienced in the mosh-pit
near the stage. This past year, Springsteen appears to have been even more
inclined to ford out into his audience, shaking hands and high-fiving his way
through the crowds – “in the crowd I feel at home” he sings in “Out in the
Street.” But he has also taken to body surfing, which he did last night early
in the show, during the third number, “Hungry Heart.” Like so many others, it’s
a song about recovering desire after loss, but as people’s “strong hands” (as
he puts it) pass him bodily overhead, supine in the arms of a multitude of
strangers, that desire soon converts into contact. What people want most is to
touch him, to feel just a little of his humanity, his human touch.
(Springsteen with overhead screen.)
Our own seats, however, were high up in the nose-bleeds. Our
closest contact with him could only be virtual, through his image projected on
huge screens suspended over the stage. These monitors are a ubiquitous feature
of any stadium-sized rock concert, letting everybody see what’s happening far
off and loud down there. And they work: my memories of this, and all, of his
concerts are of seeing him close up, of proximity not distance. The screens are
a version of social media in situ, of concert YouTube videos being put up for
everyone to take in in the immediate present. They function, I think, a lot
like my Springsteen mirror, as a kind of overlay, but they work as virtual
surfaces, as image, in a way that’s very particular to Springsteen, to the experience of him. His concerts have
become not rituals of counter-culture or rock’n’roll rebellion, but of shared
community – they’re all-ages, family affairs. Last night, he pulled a girl who
looked about 12 or 13 on stage to sing “Waiting on a Sunny Day,” and he danced
the “Courtney Cox” coda of “Dancing in the Dark” with an 80 year old woman.
Springsteen sings for everybody, becomes everybody. A key moment in the concert
happened during “Born to Run,” when they had turned the house lights up as they
do whenever they play it; after the saxophone and guitar solos, when the music
is surging in a kind of chaotic miasma, Springsteen – his iconic, wood-grained
Fender Stratocaster strapped on – leaned out over the lip of the walk way, and
let the crowd strum his guitar. A welter of wild, arrhythmic fingers stroked at
his instrument, making it growl, twang and hum: a feedback antiphon. The
screens over the stage caught and projected this moment of flailing hands up
close; the whole stadium roared. The music became, in that passing moment, not an
illusion of the virtual, but a noisy, shared promise, a human bond. For real.